Just Saying...

My friends talk shit about this girl on our team, but then turn around and are '"friends" with her. When they first talked behind her back, I tried to defend her. They kept doing it and I got tired of fighting, so I just ignored them. They don't like how emotional she is, but her showing her emotions is the most bravest thing I have ever seen. They do this to other people and they don't understand their situation and just judge them. It makes me think when I'm not there do they do the exact same thing. I can't trust them. Tomorrow, I going to tell her that she shouldn't hang out with her so called "friends". If you see this you should do the same, so that they can find true friends.

Being in something that you think is a friendship because that is all you know is emotionally draining. Never being anyone's first choice and always being the last person that is thought. That is not friendship and is not a way living. You need to walk away from that because there are people that care for you. You just need to find them. I know it is scary and that you are probably scared of being alone. It is not healthy. If you walk away from the toxicity, you'll find a better version you. It is ok to put yourself first sometimes. So please think of yourself if not for you then for me.